Don't you hate it when you are in a relationship with someone (any relationship, friends, family, etc.) and you feel like it's at a standstill and will always be that way? For example, you know they are holding things back from you that they will never tell you and you are upset that they don't trust you, or you are keeping something from them and have decided never to tell them for whatever reason? Yeah, I feel like that sometimes and it drives me crazy. I hate that I want people to change in minor ways that would make me happier, and that I know this can/will never happen...I don't know if any of this makes sense to anyone except me...