I'm tired. I'm lonely. I'm sad. I'm wondering why I had a dream about the one boy I never want to think about. I'm also wondering why it was such a good dream and why I want it to come true. I dreamt he left his girlfriend for me and I was soooo happy about it. I've never dreamt about him before, and now, when I wasn't consciously thinking about him, there he is, in my dream.