There are certain things we don't grow out of, certain immature emotions that no matter how hard you try and fight them you just can't conquer. For me, it is the feeling of being left out. For some reason I can't deal with it. Perhaps it conjures up bad memories from the past, but it still hurts. I just wish it didn't bother me I wish I could care less, but it does and I do. This just lets me know I'm still not a grown up.